




So earlier this evening i got a forwarded email from my sister. It was an email from my real dad. He was asking my sister how i was and that he's glad i'm doing well here in U.S. My dad and i were never really close. The first time i saw him was when i was 7 years old. Can you imagine that? There were a lot of inevitable circumstances in the past that i cannot type here. But anyway, growing up without the presence of my dad is pretty tough. There were millions of questions i wanted to ask from him but sadly, he was not there. I remember during my youth both my dad and my mom used to call me "Little Boy Blue" for i would always cry when my dad would leave the country. 2 years ago when i was in the Philippines, my dad and i would meet up for coffee from time to time. There were times when i wanted to surprise him and knock on his door for father's day or his birthday but i never knew his address. Writing this makes me cry! As in right now i'm teary eyed. I wanna spend more time with my dad because no matter what happens he's my biological father. My dad and i are not on the same page right now but i'm willing to spend more time with him. In the long run i don't wanna have any regrets in the future. I wanna make the most out of the time while we still have air to breathe. Right now I live with my mom and my step dad. We currently reside in Las Vegas. My step dad is generous and loving as well. I cannot contest to his kindness that he shares with me and my mom. But at the end of the day, i miss my dad! My dad whom i spent my first U.S. trip with. My dad who taught me how to drink. My dad who taught me how to smoke. My dad who always scolded me when i used to bite my nails. My dad who inspired me to do well in school because he promised that he would come home if i graduate with honors. My dad who never fails to greet me on my birthday even if i forget to greet him on his. My dad who still kisses me on my cheeks despite my age. My dad who partially raised me even for the shortest time. And, my dad to whom i dedicate this post!! +Huntercostly+
P.S. I love you dad!














































